I can only change what I can change. I must leave the rest behind. Disappointment and sorrow must step to the rear, or else I might lose my mind. Whoever said that life would be fair? I've been dealt a nasty blow. Blood is not so thick and steady. Families can split, you know. Try running a dollar bill through your veins, and see how your brain reacts. You'd be surprised how quickly the change of greed occurs and impacts. I've always heard that when someone dies a family gets torn apart. Well. take it from me. It's true, and it's real. And it will surely break your heart.